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count down 10 days~~~

2012-01-29T04:09:00.000-08:00

wish to back to the 1st day of my sem break~~~!!! i miss that feeling.
Honestly i scare to face my result! i can assume i fail 2 subject, but i hope miracle can happen to me! but i think not this time again~haizzz....totally hopeless~~~
maybe i shouldn't worried about the result but should prepared myself to accept the future fact.
yaaaa....i should~
2day go out watch movie which call "the viral Factor" not bad ~~~

wish the time goes slowly~~~~

Happy Chinese New Year EVE

2012-01-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

团圆饭，团圆饭！可惜我们每年的今天都没有饭吃，换成了steamboat！
哈哈，这是我们家每年以来的习惯~
可是，我每次吃到一半就饱了，而且我不喜欢steamboat的时候吃菜（觉得很想呕）就不喜欢菜的味道出现在steamboat当中。或许应该说如果堂弟换成了重口味的我还会给面子吃几口菜啦~
所以最好汤底可以是tom yam / curry。
但我妈每年都使用清汤，嘿~没办法，还是健康为主题。

不要流口水哦~XD

今年新年受到满多礼的，礼篮，鸡精，酒.....

爸同事及妈照顾的小孩妈送的~

可是最开心的是新的沙发来了，是昨天到的！！！LORENZO牌子，想必大家都该知道这牌子的沙发都是上几千的。
RM5000+++对很多这人来说真的很贵，本来打算买RM7000+++的，可惜大门太小进不到。所以换了另一套。
爸妈说他们都一把年纪了所以也该是时候买套舒服的沙发来享受下了，说得也对。下次出来做工时一定买套更舒服得给他们！

耶！那套新沙发再配上淡粉红的墙

前几天又给客厅的墙刷上了新的颜色！淡粉红色~不错！（我和妈和拼的杰作）
最难刷就是头顶用得力可是很多，而且头一直要往上看，累坏了~从早上7点忙到下午4点，算厉害了。XD 自夸的说。

好了，也不多说了，在这里祝大家“龙年快乐”，开开心心过个龙年吧，最终要回家乡的要小心驾驶。时间好每到爆竹声已经一只一只的响了！新年的气氛就这样唤起了。

开心乐龙龙

最红的一首新年曲~

Happy Chinense NewYear :)

没有你们的一班~

2012-01-15T09:36:00.000-08:00

不管错在于你们还是我，不管你们还是当我是朋友吗，过去的事我得让他过。很多事再怎样的说再怎样的做那一个结局还是会一样的，那误会永远就让他挂上句点吧。
再说，也只会为自己带来麻烦，最终只是自己辛苦。
既然你们不问我也不说，世界永远是黑暗的。（这道理永远就那么有存在感，不管是以前还是现在）
没有了你们那一班，开始的确我跟回忆过不去，我拼死老命都要追回来，误导了自己的方向感，还照成了很多不必要的麻烦给自己受。
到现在才知道自己那么的残忍对待自己。
我不爱自己，凭什么让人爱呢？
你说，对吧？XD

Genting Day trip

2012-01-13T06:36:00.000-08:00

Yo! wat's up, guys?
I've been an ages did't go for Genting Highland jor~
Today I went there, wow, actually it's still the same la~ nothing changes at there also
But the weather so so so COLD~~~until i can't stand for it~DAMN (although i wore a jacket)
HOHO! Guess what, today was my 1st time played the SPACE SHOT (Challenging~)
Scare until my whole body trembling all the way up...when the come down my tears come out....XD(1st time is like that d la)...but so exiting leh~most "hang fok is my sis lo~LOL...
WELL....all the games we just got to play once then the sky started "CRYING"! HAIZZZ, felt like i've been cheated leh~~and most of the games are under maintenance, SIENZ jor our RM50 not worth at all some more my RM99 watch's mirror got crack maybe was due to the atmosphere pressure when i play the SPACE SHOT....but still have a great time with them~enjoyed and also celebrate My sis best friend, Kuan Yee and another College friend, Meng Keat birthday. Don't know whether they get shocked anot....XD (hope they like it)

1st games (Spinner) we played

The GANG

Free Pose

Birthday Girl & Boy

Ending for 2day (last photo)

Our tickets

Back from my FINAL EXAM

2012-01-11T07:52:00.000-08:00

Finally~yup, this was the day i expected! YUHOOOO!!! Should be happy or sad?
My last paper (Financial Accounting Framework) GG already. (prepare RM80 for resit this paper) HOPEless at ALL.
Whole set of paper just done 1 question correctly (but not balance) so is consider wrong ALL!!!! FML~
I have been stayed in my hostel for 9 days~MISS my HOME so much...Finally now i back my home!
Ruin my DAY. No mood to enjoy at all.

My semester Holiday start from tomorrow~off to bed now!!! ToTally exhausted NOW~

Christmas EVE!

2011-12-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

HEHE, first wish all of u especially my families. "HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE"
SO, today just stay at home and study! ERM, so my dinner will be having DOMINO PIZZA,wuahahahahaha!
SO DELICIOUS...cz my 2nd sister did't fight wiv us for the pizza, so i can have 3 pieces,hehe.
When i grow up i promise i will bring my whole family to overseas and celebrate Christmas!

A nice silent night from Taylor Swift to you

P/s: ENJOY YOUR DAY ^.<

看回以前的我~

2011-12-22T10:23:00.000-08:00

原来我真的变了好多哦~连我写部落格的方式都变得好像写稿那样的长~（白痴叻~）

看了很多很多以前的post觉得以前的自己比较快乐。起码我不用为一点点的芝麻小事而烦。以前的我想法真的超级无敌单纯！哈哈！我看一年里，不快乐的“天数”都不超过20天~想回到像以前那样无忧无虑的我，总觉得以前的我不曾为身边的事所困扰，真的好幸福啊~（我可以回到像以前那样的我吗？）

慢慢吧~其实要回到以前那样很简单，把全部事情都不当一回事，那不解可以了吗？XD

其实不能说不当一回事啦，把全部事情看轻点，那不就行了吗？对吧~我实在是太天真了，不过这是优点叻~不能白白让这个优点溜走。

好有什么好说呢？最近都在k书！奋斗！！！！为了就那么一张纸上的蓝色的分数！不许红！XD

好了，其实我要说的都好像说完了，不想再写那么长的故事，因为不想得罪人。XD （讲笑而已啦）

p/s:冬至快乐^.^

181211

2011-12-17T11:33:00.000-08:00

Now is 3:15a.m and i'm still sit in front my laptop listening music!
SHIT! Could you face the book but not ur laptop, next week should keep my laptop in my parent's room.
I just couldn't control myself when the laptop is place on my desk.
I need to finish my 2nd subject by MONDAY! Is a must!
ok, tomorrow will be no touching my laptop again (maybe) I swear! ok!
maybe i should just put this laptop away, ya i should.
okok, stop talking nonsense.
ERM, well today nothing special, i eat, sing, watch movie, tv show .........so more
NONSENSE again, XD.
Just don't get boring when i'm writing this kind of nonsense.

Basically, next week will be my last week for this semester then i will be having my final on 30th of December 2011 until 11 of January 2012.
So, after this post i think i won't be able to write a new post again (need to focus on my study FULLY)
SErious!
And, this Christmas will going to celebrate with my Whole Classmates, wish will be a fun day (WISH too). It will be a last Christmas to be with them all. HAIZZZ, honestly i'm not really have a nice conversation with all of them. We have been in the same class for more than one year, but we don't really be together all the time. We just have our own group. Maybe we can be like a class if those "things" did't happen. * I said MAYBE*

Ok, just forget about it....maybe i should sleep now and wake up early abit 2mrw to start my revision!
2day slept until 12 stg oni woke up! FAILED

so DON't miss me~XD
Aleh, i just kidding ^.<

Nite GUYS!

Final Exam is COMING

2011-12-16T07:29:00.000-08:00

Start tension now. GOD GOD GOD.....final exam again! I need to love instead of hate it! Ohh, dear. FACING those notes, books will make mee fall asleep within 5 minutes, so maybe i should use 2 toothpick to open my eyes!! hahaha, don't be so serious i just kidding, cz i normal ppl won't do such dumb work.

OH, back to my title!

Erm.....what should i write for my blog today...seems like i've already did't use english for an ages to describe for some of my previous post. Maybe i should use back english to write it....(improve my ENGLISH) XD.

My Final exam is coming soon~just left 13 days if i'm not mistaken. I seen some of them seem like so relax-ing! OR maybe they love to read it last minute, i guess? >.< AND this time i can't rely on anyone anymore. I means i need to rely on my own or maybe my lecturer/tutor. CZ non of my friend willing to teach me this "NOOB". When they asked me i answered it, but when i ask them, what their response is "I don't know" & "ohh, i haven't read it, so please don't ask me" what else? OR showing an unwilling face to say you read yourself! ~~FRIENDS?!?!~~ for me is nothing! for you maybe they're important but for me not at all. ERM...but the most common one is and was "I DON'T KNOW!" what the hell man! You don't know but you score higher mark than me?!?! It's couldn't make sense at all. WHY don't you say "I'M NOT WILLING TO TEACH YOU". Dame.

well, last time maybe i still can ask one person but started from this semester the person is not willing to talk to me anymore, i don't know why? (FACE PROBLEM?) my friend said as a manner i should smile with the person when saw the person, but without eyes contact how can we smile or even say "HI" to each other? Craziest things that i ever met.

Tonight, raining again, what a cold night for me, but luckily stay at home, cz i love my bed more thn my hostel's bed.

Teehee! have a nice day guys ^.^

Stay tuned for my next post

那曾经一起过的日子

2011-12-08T22:08:00.001-08:00

还记得我们相识的那一天吗？还记得曾经一起度过的日子吗？一起努力的k书，一起庆祝生日，圣诞，新年等~~~~那一起的日子到至今已成为那美好的回忆了。如果不发生一些事，我们的友情应该也不会搞到至今的地步吧？（或许地说）
在我观察了那么久，我觉得你们根本就不介意这样的结局。
为什么人总是等到失去才后悔，总是等到失去才懂得珍惜这两的字的意义。
为什么人总是喜欢小事化大呢？为什么就不能单纯得面对呢？为什么就不能单纯解决呢？会不会是人长大了想法也变得复杂了呢？
好像回到从前，好希望那种感觉能回来，不过这都只是幻觉。
因为生活总是现实的。那以前的回忆，只能作为回忆。再怎样的恳求，都得不到。感觉就好像自己一手毁的那些友情。
如果精灵给了我一个愿望，我会希望我们能回到从前的我们。一起开心的玩乐的日子。

我真的很失败！

2011-12-01T23:21:00.001-08:00

我该怎样说起，其实我到底是那里出了问题还是我真的不是读书的“料”啊？！？
这个学期的成绩一落千丈！
我已经整整3科不及格了！
为什么，付出了那么多还是一样的。我真的已经没有信心继续读了。看见身边的朋友一个一个变得比我强，我的信心就一直一直的减少了。或许我不应该出现的，或许我不应该读书的。如果我不读书就不会遇见你们，那就不会遭遇那么残酷的结局了。
星期四下午，为什么天就要我遇见你，在班遇见就够了，为何还要在吃午饭时遇见哦！搞到我整天都心情不顺。遇见了又只能当时陌生人，或许你根本就不在意，可是我一直一直在想我不跟你打招呼是对的吗？靠！想什么啊！干吗我会为这种无聊的事给干扰哦？白痴！定！每天扮得很开心很开心，说实话我一点都不开心！不表露不代表不在意，不问也不代表不关心。我真的是天下的大白痴啊！干吗因这些事而烦啊？这根本就不是我！那里有人会在生日当天哭的呢？（我是说伤心地哭）每天只会说人白痴，其实最白痴的还是自己！嘿！

我失败！
我白痴！
我死了算了！

HAPPY Birthday 2 me !

2011-11-27T22:45:00.000-08:00

Nothing special for my birthday, it's just like a normal day.
I do expect i will be receive many phone call from my friend, but! no! NONE!
until 2day afternoon one of my cousin called me oni~
Maybe i shouldn't stay in KL~
Maybe i should go back to celebrate my a-gong birthday.
haizzzz....

That was the first and it will be the last.

2011-11-24T21:53:00.001-08:00

That was the first time we took picture together and it's also was the last picture I've.
That was the first birthday song you sang to me and it's also was the last song you sang to me.
That was the first time you celebrated my birthday with me and it's also the last surprise you've given me.

You're the first and will also be my last who i appreciated the most.

THX for leaving me~

Hey guysss~~~

2011-11-20T03:48:00.001-08:00

recently i found that the most post that have view by my readers is almost English.....so maybe i should use back English to write it ^^....Yesterday i found a MV which from Jason Chen "BEST FRIEND" Ohhhh >.^ such a meaningful lyric...

This is the MV....hope you guys enjoy ^.*

Ermmmm.....actually recently felt so sad. Cause i think i didn't do my best in all my test. Hope i can pass those test...praying~

AND

i get negative in my "friendship paper" most of my friends started to stay away from....is my attitude problem?? I really don't know why, i'm the person who made the wrong decision?? OR you all purposely stay away from me....i really really really "EMO". Now i really don't know how to face my friends~

The only things that i can do was just cherish other friends that still stay besides me...and thank you YOU, thank for listening me all the night until 4p.m last night. ^^

P/s: thank for those who still stay besides me...i hope you guys won't be the next who stay away from me. If not i may sing Bruno Mars "It Will Rain".

Melaka Again

2011-11-06T21:54:00.000-08:00

Seriously, I really don't know i went to Melaka for how many times ad.
Actually there is ntg to ply, juz went there for the food!!!
YAAA! Food! My favorite food at there is CENDOL!

WeB Cam-ing again!

2011-11-05T08:37:00.000-07:00

Now i only realized my hair so long already XD

努力有用吗？

2011-11-04T09:00:00.000-07:00

再怎样努力换来的还是一场空。
沮丧只是弄得自己更加得辛苦，何苦呢？
何苦？
那我问你如果不沮丧，我还能做什么？
笑吗？当我在沮丧时笑只能让我的笑容更加得难看。
我知道说这些话是废的，可是我已经面对到想逃避了。
面对真的不是我的专长，可是我试着去但失败了。
努力的忘记只能让我更清楚地记得那些记忆。

FACE the FACT

2011-10-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

Yes!!! FACE the FACT.....guess what?!? nothing change in my life but i need to face the fact.
It's hurts when face those facts.
NO one willl know how much or how deeply you hurt.

YOU're the one who suffer it if you don't let it go.
LISTEN, my soul, just listen to my voice.......do the best to forget what you need to forget.
DON't bring the burden along your college life.
Just a "mini" stuff, you can solve it by your own.

Then the rainbow will appear in front of your eyes again when my soul smile again along my heart.

Today when i was on the way back to my home i saw a double rainbow appear in front of my eyes. Of cz the above pic was not the one that i saw today...bt juz similar....that was super nice. I just hope that moment the car can stop and let me stare at it until it gone.

缘分

2011-10-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

在茫茫的人海中，我遇见了你。
也在茫茫的人海中我们不告而别了。
我们的缘分虽然只有单单那几个月，但也要谢谢你曾经闯进了我的世界。
为我世界添了一点点了色彩。
曾经我努力的尝试挽回这份情但我败给了缘。
或许这份情根本加不上缘这个字吧。
败是败了，但我没有后悔，也没有伤心，只是觉得有点可惜。
时间会冲淡一切的，虽然现在我不懂你怎样看待我，甚至我也不明白你在想什么。
但我也曾了解过你。
我们的缘分已尽了。
再见了~
这本故事也该到此画下句点了。

-The End-

Happy birthday to MY BUDDY!!!!

2011-10-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

Actually i've made a vedio for you. But i've tried numbers of times to upload it...........what the screen pop out is "an ERROR" maybe i should giv it to u next time since i can't upload it....
We went to midvalley and celebrate wiv her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU WAI LING !!!!

We played until mad lol~~~

Have a crazy night

After that we went to watched REAL STEEL, WoW! what a nice movie!!!!!!awesome!!!! the movie showed until 2:30a.m..==" luckily my parents did't call us, phew~ XD

HAve a happy moment with them!!!

better than my college life ^^

Shopping whole day

2011-10-23T00:02:00.000-07:00

Today went out whole day and shopping wiv my family...
We went DRAGON-i to have our dinner
just took a few photos~~~cz too hungry ad

After that, i went to PADINI and bought a watch which cost me RM90 can consider a birthday gift from my parents......^.^

梦

2011-10-22T22:51:00.000-07:00

梦？梦永远还是梦，在梦里你要什么有什么。

但

当我们梦醒了，依然还是要面对现实。

梦再怎样完美，永远都不会发生在现实中。

什么梦想啊！通通都是废的！

就算说多少的希望也不能成真。

Another week again!!!!!

2011-10-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

ARGHHH..............another week again......is already the 4th week for this semester.
Time pass so fast.
hmmmm, what should i blog today~~~this week nothing special. As usual i went to college on time back to hostel on time also. What a lifeless life i live. The most frustrated things was when i opened up my laptop and sign in into my facebook i saw all of my friends got their activities. HAIZZZZ.......i felt the most lonely was me. Once again i felt more emptiness. A life that i choose to live is a boring life. Am i choosing the right direction????
I've nothing to write about my life already...so that's all for today. My blog gonna end here.

The Cat: Two Eyes That See Death

2011-10-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

Just came back from CINEMA, today go and watched a movie called "The Cat" which is a Korean HORROR movie by Park Min Young and others actors. She really very beautiful...........if i'm a boy i think i'll fall for her.XD hahahaha,just kidding. Actually is a nice movie if you dare to watch it. After i watched this movie i think i'll keep a distance with the cat when i saw them....and even not dare to approach them.

This remind me before i watched this movie when those animal approach me i will definitely stay far away from them, actually i'm not scare of them i'm just dun like them come near me and touch my skin, i'll feel that they're very dirty. I really don't know why, when i saw the animals my mind will just give signal to me and tell me to stay away from them, they're dirty. And now is time to talk about a story, actually is not a ghost story, so readers just clam down. If i'm not mistaken this incident happen this week, Monday, evening. In my college there are some cats stay inside, i dunno they belongs to who. I just know they will appear at those shed which build in our college and sleep at there. So, on that day during the break time before i continue my next class, as usual i will go to those shed with my friends and waiting for the next class coming. On that day, one of my friend love the animal, whenever she saw dogs or cats she will definitely become a MAD person. OHHHH!!! well i'm just kidding, she will absolutely go and carry them up even a snail. Last time when she picked up the snail i'm totally speechless she really mad enough right? XD.....joking. Ok back to the story, while waiting for the class, suddenly one cat appear in front of us, then my friend who i said she is mad with those animals, she just totally out of control and show her hand to the cat to lure the cat cum near to her and the cat suddenly jump up to the chair........walao eeeee, this time was the first time i shouted out loudly. I'm not used to be like that, but i don't know why i did it. All other people who around me got frighten because of my voice. ON that second i'm totally wish got a hole for me to hide inside....

But now i think my relationship with her is not good as last time already....actually not only her. I don't know what is going on recently, my friendship now is totally worst!!!! I'm just cannot imagine what i'm doing right now. After i move out from hostel which is this semester started, my relationship with all my friends become worse and worse. Many things i can't understand. Many of them saw me like saw an enemy they think that i'm a virus which will killed them and will run as fast as they can to get away from me. That's why i really don't know how to face all my friends. Did i really look like a virus???? I was just wondering did i did something wrong? Sometimes, i will rather choose not to meet them....because after meet them i dun know what action do i need to do to them, say HI or smile or just ignore them?.....really dun knw.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day ^.^

I'm crazy right now~~am i?

2011-10-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

Only crazy ppl did crazy things~~~Wahahaha~using Google Webcam Toy webcam-ing with my sis

Syok sendiri

Big nose like a monkey

Golden Fish Eye

Under the Sea

Comic Version

4 in 1

09102011

2011-10-08T22:14:00.000-07:00

今天的早晨，虽然跟昨天一样。

不过，

今天的太阳让我觉得很温暖。看着这样的蓝天让我想起了海边。

最近都很忙，忙到都没有时间停下来静静的欣赏周围的环境了。

多希望每天都有那么灿烂的早晨陪伴我。

这个星期其实过到没什么特别，活动时多了一些。

想说很多事都是我们控制不到的。

最重要是做回自己本分就可以了。

那么得空的为别人照想，为什么不为自己想想呢？

别人的事你控制不了！

最近参加了一个赢奖有戏，奖品就是一架SAMSUNG GALAXY S II。其实还有很多其它的奖品啦，不过我比较想要这个，因为我的电话最近开始要坏了。可是已经两个星期了，我才收集到269个机会来赢取。其实找一个朋友加入就能得到25个机会（没有错啦），我看别人已经上千了吧。看来我的机会越来越渺茫了。算吧，都是靠运气的。不去想那么多就行了。顺其自然~

有时真的觉得有些人还蛮小气的。在这里我不想针对谁，只是想说如果每个人的想法都是那么幼稚的话，那世界就会乱了。其实世上没有谁会被冷落的，只是你选择了让别人冷落你。每个人都必须自己靠自己的努力争取他们所要的成绩（我不是指考试，而是人生）。当我们渐渐长大时，都不能像小孩般的你今天不睬我，我明天就不跟你坐或是就不理你。既然人家不睬你，你更应该去加入问到底。而不是静静的认定他人特地冷落你。只是你已经长大了，不是每个人都那么地得空邀请你到他身边陪伴的。

p/s: 希望每天都能看到同样的早晨。

Just the way you are

2011-10-07T23:04:00.000-07:00

Recently addicted to this song....the lyric is very meaningful. If who sing this song to me i think i'll fall for him.XD just kidding only. hahaha.....

And yesterday found out his new song it will rain......quite nice~

LOGOS HOPE

2011-10-01T10:48:00.000-07:00

Last week my mum told me that there have a book fair which held on a cruise ship. And she said she's going to bring us there for a look.

Yesterday when i went back home i thought she've forgotten about it, but at night she suddenly said she want go there for a look.

Of cz i'm very excited for it, because this is a first time i step into a cruise ship.

This cruise ship have a name which called "LOGOS HOPE", they will be staying at port klang until 23 october, if i'm not mistaken. After that, they will be going to sabah-kuching and sarawak-kota kinabalu also. It is the world's largest floating book fair. Logos Hope are selling around 5000 kinds of books in this fair. Their prices are affordable. This was the first time i spent not more than RM100 to buy those books. I've bought 5 books which only cost me RM60......so.....affortable.

The aim that they set an affordable prices is to give a chances to everyone afford to buy for it.

The Logo

On The way...... ^^

The ticket only cost RM1 for each adult, which means 12 years old below are free

When we leave, night view

My family

The Port Klang Cruise Centre

The five books which i've bought

That's end for today......

A post that i missed out

2011-09-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

This vacation happen during my semester break....honestly during that time i can't manage myself blogging and upload those photos in my blog even facebook, because i need to prepare myself for my new semester and many stuff need me to solve yet. So now is the time for me to upload all the photos and also my journey.......

This was a 1 day trip which happen last two weeks ago at 15 September 2011 in KL. Before that night, i'm still wondering i should go for this trip or not to go, because as you guys know recently Malaysia's weather is extremely weird, ermm.....i means the weather can change in the sense we did't realise. In the morning the sun shine brightly and when comes to afternoon the sky suddenly become darker and darker and the rain fall down.
But
at last i decided to go and before the day we went to the trip whole night i pray and pray hope tomorrow will be a good day and the most memorable trip for 3 of us. Oppss, i forgot to say that there's only 3 people who join this trip. R U Kidding? only 3 person? yup, 100% comfirm there's only 3 person who join in this trip.....XD. I went with my sister and my neighbor. Actually this is a first trip we went out together. This is a KL trip, 3 of us are KL resident, but we still go for this KL trip, isn't weird enough?
Ok, off we go.........we planed to go for the KL Hop-on-Hop-off city tour, which will bring us the KL city to visited those famous place in KL. This is a Double Decker bus, and we as a student and also a resident in Malaysia so we got a special offer which only need to pay for RM12 for each person. WOW! is that cheap! This buses is like a self service buses, i means we can hop on and hop off as many times as we want at any stop that they have listed out without any people who bring along us. That's why i called it a self service buses. They have about 22 stops which we can hop on and hop off. More information please go and read my neighbor bloghttp://lokewailing.blogspot.com/2011/09/kl-hop-on-hop-off.html. I'm so lazy to write all detail although i knew i can copy and paste it, but still lazy to do it.

in the middle of our trip the rain started to fell down from the sky.....but just a few minutes its gone.

Now just let the picture to talk............
3
2
1
start

inside the bus, all are foreigner

1st Stop: Nation Palace

My neighbor, Wai Ling @ my sis, Mei Harn

Me @ Wai Ling

My sis

2nd stop: Museum

Museum

W.L

Sis

Three of us

3rd stop: KL Tower
went there for nothing, because too expensive....
and we also did't took any KL Tower pic...=.="

At KL Tower Bus Stop

4th stop: KLCC

Just a KLCC pic...==" some more take inside the bus, because is started raining outside, so no choice just stay in the bus.

4th stop: Dataran Merdeka

The glass roof panel on the upper deck of the bus for outside view

Inside the bus

Last pic of the day end ^^

A memorable day and very tired also.....

Next will be going for genting~~~now need to find some way to earn money 1st.....hehehehe

23092011

2011-09-23T10:42:00.000-07:00

I've already started my new semester about 1 week. Erm.....is a boring week for me, because i only need to attend for the lecture class only. But i'm still spent most of my time in college, because its too boring to stay in hostel. Mostly i stayed alone in the library to let myself stay clear and figure about my life. So in this week i've learned many things. I learned how to find my happiness and i found it. I learned how to avoid something and i've already won it. I've also learned not to be jealous about somethings. Learned how to forgive a person, learned stand on another person position and think about why they act those action out and so on.

At here i just want to share a story about one girl who name T which meet a new girl friend, J, this year. At the first time when T meet J, T can knew that by seeing J appearance she not a bad girl and she is very sweet, kind, friendly, polite and so so so.....
but when T started to get along with J, T found out J is not that kind of person the first time she meet J. J is totally different, she can act like a person which T have meet her at the first time in front of her friends especially guys and act another character to T when she face T alone. At first T thought she can't judging a person too fast so T wait and wait. After a period, J really change T life, J grabbed all her friends to her side and told all her friends about how bad T had did to her previous time. And all J's friends believe her and started to get close with J and stay away form T. When T realised of what J have did to her T is so upset.

But in my opinion no matter how J try her way to garb all those friends that belongs to T at last those friends will realised it.
This story tell us, we can't judge a person when we just hear a person say about another person personality or how bad he/she was, to proper way is we should feel it by our own, we need to get along with the person and find out why he/she act like that, maybe we will get hurts when we know the truth or either we will be happy to know it wasn't very bad like the person who tell and even sometimes we will get a better solution rather than hear.

Peoples try not to stay far to a person when you just got some bad comment about he/she. It's not fair to him/her when you stay far from him/her without any reason. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel it hurts you, it probably hurts the person who you choose to stay far away.

*think twice before you act out*

I think next week will start to be busy again, cause i need to start to prepare all my stuff.
haizzz.....

Now i still got a question that i really can't figure out any better solution for it.
I really don't understand why you act so extraordinary than last time.
This is what i get jealous when everyone know what's is going on but i'm the only person who did't know about it.
Isn't i need to ask you because you're not going to tell me whatever things about you?
But i really don't understand why you can ask other people how's their life but not me anymore?

Now i'm just learning how to let it go and don't be so care about everything.
It's over now...... i will let it go and not to care about this little stuff anymore.

^.^

21092011

2011-09-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

Ok, let's say.
Last night i went to watched "The Smurf".
Erm.... not bad.
Honestly i really don't know how to differentiate the movie is nice or awful or great.
My comment is just can watch and won't get boring. Ya, that's all.
Maybe because i did't put much expectation when ever i watch a movie or drama.
XD

Last night i found out something really can't change no matter how hard i get in, our distance are still the same. In between us that's a river and it is going to be more wider and wider each day.
This problem won't solve when there's is only one person trying hard.

Today is the day for release last semester result.
Guess what? I've pass all!
WOW! unbelievable...i assume that i will fail 2 subject.
Is a happy day.....for me ^.^

Jealous Again

2011-09-13T02:06:00.000-07:00

My mind appear this word again~~~~
Why must every time happen on me???
HAIZZZ....FINE!

Every time i'm just try to persuade myself is nothing is nothing, keep on trying to find something to do and learn not to think about that.
Ya, but its still happen again and again~~~

Just left 6 days more

2011-09-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

Erm.....how come my holiday so short? I haven't play enough than already need to prepare myself for the new semester.

bt The day still will come. I don't need to worry so much about when is the end of the holiday, but need to think how should i spend these 6 days.

Before started this semester break i'm still planning with my friend where should we for our vacation, but now i think the plan have already been cancel. The most problem that we face is no $$$$$!!!

Arghhh....money again.

Never mind it's ok for me, i'm not going to give this stuff to ruin my day. ^.^

Now just planning what is the most suitable things i should do to make my last 6 days to become more memorable besides than prepare myself for the new semester.

I think i need to make a list before to create the miracle.

I'm not going to let the god control my life anymore! AND i'm not going to go with the flow! NOWAY! OK! LISTEN CAREFULLY I'M TELLING YOU, MK!

I just want to create miracle for rest of my life!

1st my mind must not have "LAZY" this word appear!

A lazy word really can kill my whole life!

XD, why recently i'm so serious about my life??? =="

YEAH, off to bed now! LATER wake up early in the morning to create my miracle!

10092011

2011-09-10T12:31:00.000-07:00

A very nice morning wake up by my sis's friends super "high pitch" volume!!!
GOSH! honestly is nice to heard their sound...cz really long time did't meet them already.
All of them have changed become more "leng lui" already ^.^

Actually i did't plan to go out wiv them...but after that they invited me go...and i'm still wondering want or not, but at last i still went. The 1st reason i went was Becz i think long time i did't go sing "K" ad and 2nd is long time did't meet wiv them ad~~they really very 38!!!!!

Staring Point For our journey

Sze Man @ Wing Yan

Me @ Kuan Yee @ My sis(Mei Harn)

Today schedule full. First stop, went to lowyat's RED BOX. I've did't step in those Sing "K" BOX for an ages already. Long time did't shout like that jor, super satisfied with my condition today. XD but normally those K BOX room very cold, i don't know why, i think is purposely offered for those couple. But 2day we so lucky they offered us one more extra hour, so good!!!! No extra charge, not bad huh.

Dark ROOM

After we complete the first MISSION-Sing "K"

Today went there many "ham sap lou", luckily they did't "pok mong" ME. Just my sis's friend got "pok mong" only. But luckily just her hand la~

Second stop, BBQ outside my house to celebrate mooncake Festival with my neighbour. Not enough FOOD! but still very happy.....^.^

These is just part of the group, some of them reject to took photo, no choice thn oni 38 ourselves.

Last stop, went out celebrated one of my friend's birthday at SWEET HUT again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!!! He's also a person who i've did't meet him for number of years. He also change alot.......Actually last time i thought he was a cool guy and don't like to talk. But after today i felt he's really different from last time. Not to say he become a talkative guy but at least is better than last time. ^.^ OR maybe he did't change at all is last time i'm not that knowing him so deeply? OR he did't change and the person who change is me??? wahahahaha, XD (self-praise)

My sis @ Teck Wey (match anot leh???)jz kidding

so blur ==", my sis, Teck Wey, ME @ my buddy (Wai Ling)

Chit Chat until 1a.m only went back home...Luckily my parents did't scold us. ^.^

But it's really a memorable day.

FULL SCHEDULE and also spent a lot of $$$$.....already bankrupt. XD =="

Realised

2011-09-09T11:30:00.000-07:00

After i read through some of my past posted post, i found that i'm really a reactive person.
I'm really a person who did't think and just act as what i like.

I used to thought the god have fix all my life and i'm just walk into their world and do what they want me to do but now i only realised is not!!!
I'm the person who did, and have chosen what i want.
SO, I'm the god who responsible to arrange my schedule, achievement, partner, friends and so on on my own.

I used to be so naive and think that the money will fall from the sky.( is just an example)
Sometimes we just saw the outside part but not the inner part...and most of us will judge a person from out first before we go into that person deeply. Yes?
Of cause we know this is wrong, but we still act the same action to another and another people.
Is also happen to me....when i go deeper i found that was a person, who i felt bad i'll just kick them out of my world.
BUT its not fair to the person who have been kicked out by me without any reason...
After i have calm down myself and think deeply i found that i'm the person who did wrong. I'm the person who act selfish. I want to apology to her but i failed to do that also.
As we know we couldn't change anythings in our past, but we can choose what we wanna to be in our future. so, On this onward i won't let the same thing happen to me again.

I used to thought i stupid in all kind of works including home works.
But actually i'm not, i'm just used to be lazy.

ANd sometimes my mood even affect by those rumor. I will get angry easily.

When i sad i will be mad and ...........

I'm not whine at here, i'm just thinking i need to change......although i can't be 100% proactive but i can reduce my reactive action.....

P/s: actually i've been closing myself a period, I felt like i'm totally failed in all my works, realtionship....but now i've understood the purpose i came to this world. That's why i re-open my blog to everyone to get and read it.
^.^

The 7 habits of highly effective teens

2011-09-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

The book which named, "The 7 habits of highly effective teens", that i read these few days and i tried my best to digest what the author means....and finally i find my way out..although i haven't finish reading all, but this book really give me ideas how to overcomes my problems. its really an interesting books.
Now i'm clearly understood what should i do to gain more confident.
Ya I admit i'm a person who lack of confident.
BUT now i really understand every person got their longitude, just like the author said not only the formal talent but like some of the informal talent is still consider a little talent that we did't realised in part of our life.
And we shouldn't complaint on this or that, we should learn how to solve the problems. Complaint is just an action that make us to become mad and reactive.
We want to be proactive but not reactive, that the key show us how we gonna live with a happy life.
and so so so so many stories........

p/s:
At last i want to give a message to my buddy, who live in a burden life...sorry to say like that, i'm just here to give some advise. Maybe you will think this just a rubbish, but i still want to say no matter how many story u have been in your past, please just let it go because you cannot change anythings in your past, just do what you can and don't bother about the things that you cannot, because you never know when you die right. Try not to carry all the burdens, regrets along your life, you should learn how to let it go and this would giving you a second change to create new world. REMEMBER is not the world change you!!! Don't thought that you did't tell me anythings i really don't know...maybe i really don't know it so deeply... although your words bring nothings, but your mind will show the truth. right?

hohoho!

2011-09-03T10:21:00.000-07:00

erm....what should i blog...aha!

Past few year when comes to 31 August, i will definitely sleep at home whole day~~

But this year was different!!!

Actually i almost have forgotten that day was 31 August (of cz not slp until forgot lar,XD)

This year's national day goes with Malay's Hari Raya, so my parents decided to went back our hometown.

We went back there for about 5 days.

This year i felt very happy, because me and my cousins' relationship have getting better than past few years.

Maybe all of us have become mature already.......

And~

2day i went to the house that i rent....the room is quite small.

Time past fast like a bullet train.......i have study in college almost 1 and a half year, in this one and a half year really many things happen in the sense that i haven't prepare to accept the truth.....haizzzz~sometimes really think that study very sienzzzz

Actually I know him not much~

2011-07-29T19:34:00.000-07:00

NOW i only know why he like this song.

他说

2011-07-23T11:38:00.000-07:00

他说，
我变了。

他说，

我已不再像以前的我了。

他说，
我曾经说过不会恨一个人，不是吗？

他说，
我小气。

难道我真的是他所说的那样吗？

他说，
之前的我去了哪里？

他说，
他要以前的我回来。

难道我真的变了？
嘿~~~
为什么？
环境被逼的。

26062011

2011-06-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! i'm bek~2day my sis bought a Liese Juicy Shower Moisturizing Hair Mist!!!!

........expect to buy when in the past~but ad forgot tis brand for an ages, yesterday only realised, hohoho, i'm planning to use their liese bubble hair color

hmmm....haven't choose which color yet , cz all seems like very beautiful.....

recently i started spending my money in this kind of things~ so now nearly po chan ad~~=="

对的！

2011-06-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

我的生活的确就是这样，不用犹豫，不用执着，本来就该这样。
奇怪的事就不该去想了，再想也是得不到答案。
所以我说：放弃算了，不问好过问，有些事不知道比起知道来的好，或许刚开始会很不甘心但时间会冲淡一切，那就由他吧。习惯就好。这就是我，不追究，不讲理，不想多，重点是看得开。（哈哈，自夸）
在我眼里我最不喜欢那些人上一秒他是认识你可是下一秒他却装做他不曾见过你似的。你以为你很大吗？！？要来就来，要走就走。算了，我不计较！
还有最不喜欢EMO的人。我不是说emo不可以只是说可以emo只是希望各位可以自己控制下自己的情绪。(请不要随便对号入座）最不懂的就是为什么那些人那么的喜欢emo到要摆出杀人的那双眼神！wow! 是谁杀了他家人？还是你对谁有深仇大恨呢？
嘿~

开始觉得自己的生活改变了，变得很宁静，很无聊，很无趣，很忧闷，很不习惯，很不开心，很规律，还有很多很多自己不希望德的生活方式。想改变，但我能吗？能，不过要放弃一些东西，可是那样东西是不可能放弃的，所以我说了：习惯就好，是对的！

I'm the Faker

2011-06-12T03:22:00.000-07:00

I scold other ppl that they're faker but actually i did't realise that i'm also a FAKER......

you know why, cz i've already betray some of my friends in the past and they did not know. GOSH....I'm the DEVIL N.O.W!!!!

11062011 A Failure Team Leader

2011-06-11T13:02:00.000-07:00

Today slept until 11 stg only woke up.......

last Wednesday went to cinema with my friend to watch KungFu Panda in Cantonese version.
Unbelievable this movie was funny than what I've expect earlier.(in Cantonese version only)

.....................
Recently felt frustrated about my assignment. Sometimes really hope that my team members(three of them) can contribute some special idea in the assignment, but after we gather together and both of them was just kept quite and another one always left us and do her own.
Is this call group assignment or individual assignment???
Now felt that i'm not suitable to be a team leader, because i've no idea how to motivate them to contribute to all of the assignment that we've done in the past and present.
All of them were listened what we've ordered them to do......
haizzzzzz......what can i say???
5 team members but just 2 of us contribute, one of them choose to ignore what we have said and do her own and another two were just kept quite and agree with what we've said.... although that wasn't a perfect idea.....
when asked them what idea you can give us, and they just replied us use back the idea that what we've(me and another friend) mention earlier.
O.O""""
tired to face it, now i'm totally exhausted!
they did't care enough the assignment....now already the end of week 5 and week 10 we're going to submit the assignment.
BUT
Now we haven't come out what business we wanna to do for our assignment.
AND
They seem like so relaxing and did't fell tension about it.
Ermmmm...............&.&

A ~~FAILURE~~ TEAM LEADER............
what can i do for??????????

我不信我不能！

2011-06-05T01:09:00.000-07:00

我要超越你！

必须相信自己！

我是有能力的!

我不相信天对我那么的不公平！

我不信我能输在你手下！

你！小心点！

我可不是那么单纯的！

我已不是之前的我了！

05062011

2011-06-04T10:12:00.000-07:00

HEIZ.....
What i've done for today?
I've slept until 11stg in the morning N during afternoon have taken about 3 hours for my nap.
so i just left 10 hours for me to study.
BUT
I've done 2 chapters for whole day, isksssszzzzz.
I did't concentrate at all and now still have mood to blogging at here.

My LIFE have became suck after starting this semester!
DID your friend betrayed you before? or You've been betrayed your friend before? What was the feeling when you're the victim? What was the feeling when you're tried to betrayed your friend? Did you felt regret before? Did you know what i'm trying to mention???? Are friends "a things" that we use them when we needs???
I did not know how to facing a friend now.....
We can't judge a person based on their looking even their personality.
haizzz......in the outside world was full of darkness.
Everyone were just trying to compete with each other and even though people are trying to using you to compete with each others.
What kind OF life is this?
Is this the facts that i need to accept because this kind of things will happen in my future?
AND
I should try to compete with each other start from now?
Than
Is means all of my friends have become my enemy now?

Annoying questionnaire.

P/s: Please don't made me mad one day, otherwise................you'll be regret after i've change myself.

I wanna go for 2AM SHOWCASE tonight

2011-05-21T21:30:00.000-07:00

Haizzz, is not a good timing for me to FALL in L.O.V.E to 2AM now.

Cz when i started fall in love to them..............their showcase ticket is still available, but just left Zon "C", which is the Zon that just can see them as small as an ant.

so i give up!

toooooo bad~~~~

AND yesterday the've held a Autograph session.

In this Autograph session they have distribute their album for ~~FREE~~!!!!!!

arghhhhh........

I really don't know what should i say.

Now i only can hope to see them again, but when is it?

you can imagine why i said zon c is the place to see them as small as an ant......

6 packs......dream man ^.<....

Fiction and Fact

2011-05-20T22:24:00.000-07:00

Used to dreaming in my past,
I always thought that in my world all the things were going on perfectly.....this is called a fiction world
BUT
When i woke up i only realized that the world have change.
YES!
is not a peaceful world.......is awful.

Am i saying nonsense???
Perhaps, today i just want to recommend B2ST have released their new album called "Fiction and Fact".
Is really a nice album........

Fiction MV

Too Naive

2011-05-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

Recently only realized that i'm not that prefect in my world.
AND.....
I've found something that really made me totally exhausted.
At first, i'm still think that you're not that type of person and I tried my best to find out some other reason to prove that my thinking was correct but after a few weeks i found out it's not....you're not as tame as a cat....you're just a faker!
I'm too naive, too easily to trust on a person.
Maybe from the moment i born to this world the god already arrange for me, i need to encounter this kind of "stuff" myself even to solve it by myself also.
Luckily my mum always help me.........the only people that i can trust is only my family.
other than that NO!
NO more!
You all really treat me like a doll.

I've received my last week English test just now, so disappointed......i fail in my grammar!!!!haizzzz.........what i've done, my dad and mum looked like really disappointed on me. They keep mumbling.
Sorry, Dad N Mum i'm not trying my best and i did't took it seriously to finished this test.

12052011

2011-05-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i watched a show "we got married" until i have forgotten that today my 3rd semester result is going to post out. I prefer to forget that.....but when i'm going to sleep my mind suddenly pop out some word..."tomorrow i'm going to receive my result"....OH nO!!! what a bad timing.... WTH! Why my mind suddenly remind me this things~~~aiskssss......Whole night i couldn't fall in sleep very well, some more i've got sore throat since Monday night and today even worst got cough too. ~~BLAME the weather~~.....hopefully can recover next week. Although i drank so much water but its still the same.

OK, back to the title~from the moment i woke up my mind just got one word "WORRY"

Worrying.......

worrying......

Worrying....

worrying...

I'm just scare that later when i saw my result was not the one i expected(bad result).

When on the way back to my home i'm just

Praying........

praying......

Praying....

praying...

until i reached home, i open my laptop and wi-fi immediately.....

and i've waited in the same page for an hour but the page was still blank.

GOSH!

this made me more nervous.

So, i just give up for sitting in front of the laptop and go to have my lunch and bath.......when i'm back to my laptop is still the same........

Kept on reload, reload and reload.....

again & again until 12 stg my result finally pop out!

I've got the result that was not the one i expect.....i can't believe that my Tamadun Islam got A.

but my English got B- worst than last 2 semester (aisks, a person who have English tuition every week but still got this Grade. Of cause i'm not blaming my teacher, i'm just blaming myself did't put much effort on it. Although my mum keep mumbling at me to read English material everyday but i'm not taking on it seriously, so this will be the Grade that what i should get) and another paper is Organisation and Human Resource also got B-.

Can consider a good result already.

Tonight may be the last night for me to go to the English tuition class because i'm going to quit. Not because of my English exam can't get Grade A is because i did't have any time to spent on it anymore. Some more now i've starting my 2nd year so must be more concentrate on it. Lastly i really thx for my teacher who taught me for about 2 years if i'm not mistaken, you have gave me a lot of knowledge and also thx for my parents for sending me there no matter how far is it and how much is it, they have gave this chance for me to learn more things and improve my English. Later will be having a test hope will get a nice result before i leave there.

Appreciate it very much.....especially my parents.

Unlucky day

2011-05-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

I spoiled my spec by myself in hostel~GOSH!
HOW i'm going to facing my whole Wednesday???
I did't bring any extra spec to there and I also don't know where to go for repairing my spec....
But
Luckily i still got a pair of contact lens.... unfortunately the lens just can wear 8 hours only~~~
So i just wore from 8a.m~10a.m and 12p.m~2p.m during my class...after that whole day i'm just staying inside my room to avoid "unlucky" incident happen on me.
What A Bad Day~

P/s: see how rude am i~~~~~~

Finally Back

2011-05-05T04:27:00.000-07:00

Actually i started felling that i wanna stop blogging & I've tried deleted my blog numbers of times but at last i restore it back! What The HELL i want. DELETE, UNDELETE, RESTORE BACK, DELETE, UNDELETE, RESTORE BACK again and again doing the same routine each times. DONE some kinda of stupid things......=="

This time i trying to blog about my SABAH TRIP. 28.4.2011 this morning I woke up around 5a.m. After done our preparation 6a.m we started our journey to airport. 8 stg departure from KL to Sabah-Tawau. When arrived Sabah-Tawau was about 11 stg. Then we call a taxi and going to jetty used about 1 hour reached at jetty. We got into the boat and continue our journey to the final destination-Mabul Island. This takes about an hour also. Luckily i did't faint down because i've change 3 types of vehicle within 8 hours to reach to the final point. When i reach the guest house, i was totally depress...............from the moment i woke up until the minute before i reach to the guest house i still expect and pray for it. BUT it can't work also. At that moment i'm just trying to persuade myself to accept the truth. At the first day and the first night i'm still felt ok and started to accept all of it. Unfortunately a group of monkey came to the same guest house in the second day. After that the surrounding of the guest house change immediately! CHANGE to the surrounding that i very hate! Before this group of monkey come i'm still expect i can mix around with them, but at last i can't. REALLY CAN'T!

ITS really wasn't an enjoyable trip. This was a trip that i really hate compare to the trip that I've been last time. AT there i did't have a nice room, bed, toilet, food and bla bla bla.....even did't have any fresh air at all!!!!(worst than my home) All day long i just could inhale in those cigarette's smoke!!! WTF...(allow me rude now, cz i really can't stand of it)

What they have is just a nice sea view~~~ MAYBE i couldn't enjoyed was because of those stupid people(monkey that i mention)! those people keep smoking, talking loudly, laughing loudly as they could (maybe they can't do such things in their real life or home? i guess) and even yelling when won the games. I means i'm not trying to mention that they are lack of morality or they can't do this action but as i just can say that they really don't know how to considerate other peoples feeling. Even though they've already 27 years old and above.

Before that i need to mention that i stayed in a guest house during this SABAH trip. This guest house was build on the sea and of cause their room was just using those thin board to separate room to room. So, even though you low down your volume while you're talking, for those people who stay next door to you will still can heard it "CLEARLY".

Actually i'm not trying to contrapose them. Of cause they can yell, laugh or shout when during the day but not the night while i'm sleeping!?!? Can you imagine while you trying to sleep and got a gang of people yell, laugh loudly and shout at there? I couldn't fall asleep well 3 night! OMG, are you guys trying to kill me?! SO, when i back from there i really wanted to faint down!!! BEFORE THAT i still can bear on it but when comes to last day those people even smoke in the guest house! ~~WHAT THE F.U.C.K~~ they were trying to do?????!!!!!!! You can choose to smoke outside but not inside the guest house....did they have a brain in their head or they did't use their brain to function at all!

THESE group of people were just trying to kill the earth and kill the peaceful environment.
AND
I was wondering will i getting faster to facing the dead god?(because I've totally inhaled 4 days cigarette's smoke) well, just kidding,haha.

ok, i've spent 5 days 4 night in this trip, 4 days 3 night at Mabul Island which stay in the guest house that i mention above and 1 night in Tawau.

Well what i've gain in this trip were i've really saw those corals and fish (is not the normal fish that we can see in the pasar, is somethings different) by myself, 1st time i've tried snorkeling (although i did't have any swimming skill) and i've seen the most beautiful sea view compare to the previous beach or sea that i've been before. I still remembered that when the 1st time i went into the sea my reaction was kept on shouting, shouting and shouting. You really can't imagine~~~cause they bring us to the sea that our feet couldn't touch to the bottom of the sea. Although i've wore the "life jacket" and got a person who was in charge holding both of my hand but i still shouting at there. They will think i'm really crazy and mad. The worst was My mum, she still wanna to hold the "life buoy" even though she have wore the "life jacket". At that moment i really wanna laugh out loudly.

P/s: my sisters have done the same things as i did when snorkeling

My whole family

WHOLE FAMILY

The only view at the guest house

As u can see my mum and 3 of my sisters were holding the "life Buoy".(evidence)

HEHE! i Like this Picture very much....took by my 2nd sister.

HEY! This is the guest house's room which i mention......its really uncomfortable.

Just upload some photos only, the others already uploaded to my Facebook

Although it wasn't a nice trip but i still gain somethings new in my life.

25042011

2011-04-24T21:08:00.000-07:00

I think i'm not going to have fun in this "Sabah trip".

WHY???

Because we're going to stay in the guest house for 3 night..."GUEST HOUSE"???!!!???

Actually i Know we're going to stay in the guest house, but after i tried to find out the information about the "guest house" which we want to stay. I've got some bad comment that related to the "Guest House".

AND

I also found some photos too. After I've viewed all the comments and photos the trip wasn't the one which i expected.

Finally i realized the higher the expectation that i expect the greater hurts that i get. Perhaps this will be a boring trip, but i will try my best to enjoy it!

22042011

2011-04-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

The sky starting drop down his own tears because of us.....???
What am i talking about huh???

Well just forget about it.
I realised that everyone have their good time during this semester break, but how about me? No....nothing at all.(sigh)
How i'm going to spend this semester break wisely?

Next week i'm going to go Sabah with my family, erm.....i was wondering will it be a unforgettable trip? I hope so.

These few days I felt nothing special and my mood was just as usual.
2 more weeks to go and this holiday will be end.
WOW! unbelievable, time was passing like a "space shuttle".(sigh again)

Yeah Man! B1A4

2011-04-21T01:26:00.000-07:00

YUHOOO~~~Recently I've become a mad person.
Everyday stay in the house and facing the laptop whole day.
Meaningless life.
BUT~~~
Yesterday, I found a new boy band, B1A4.

Can this make my life become more meaningful???(I guess no, but at least I've got somethings new)

HeHe! I've got a new target.
No more everyday listening to big bang's songs (continue playing the same song everyday, am i crazy???) and my sis has started to complaint about that.

OK, Back to my tile. Last time watched their(B1A4) teaser before.

and

Yesterday

After listened all their songs, I've found that their song really nice.

He is the leader of B1A4: Jinyoung

Second member of B1A4: Baro (I like his eyes)

Third member of B1A4: Gongchan

Fourth member of B1A4: Sandeul

Final member of B1A4: CNU

B1A4 >.^

"OK" MV

regret

2011-04-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

nothing to mention. Just Regret What I have did JUST NOW!
I shouldn't woke up late! I've missed it! FINE!FINE!FINE!
My Destiny....Perhaps the god dun let me go~~~(trying to persuade myself)
AS my friend said i couldn't change anything + i need to accept it indeed.
Actually i can change my destiny, but something block my way. So i need to give up for going on.
~~felt SORRY to myself???~~

我的周记

2011-04-18T10:14:00.000-07:00

嘿，开始放假了，我该往哪里走？？？
不放假也烦，放假也烦，我该如何是好？
放了一个星期，这个星期我做了什么？？？
要写完一个星期所做过的事情真的很难，因为我已几乎忘了我做过什么了~
不过我会尽能力的想！！！

12.4.2011
刚考完试，第一次写不完。（伤心）
哈哈哈哈（就让我狂笑一番先吧~），如果可以的话我希望开香槟庆祝一番，我终于忍了一年，现在是时候我可以摆脱我无可忍耐的室友了。呼~（心愿完成）
之后，当然是去新房间打扫咯，大概用了3个小时（自己一个人打扫）虽然房间很小，但因为刚上了漆的关系所以地上很肮脏。不过之后还好我朋友帮了我把全部的宝物搬去新房，不然我自己搬应该会累坏了。晚上，那班男生竟然霸占了我的房间（他们也未免太客气了）。不过不想跟他们计较，刚好当天心情也不错，所以就让房给他们睡。我就跑回旧房睡。哈哈哈！

13.4.2011
终于回到家了，第一件事当然是睡觉。
今天在家就休息了一整天。
我好像每次回到家就会睡上好几个钟，我是缺乏睡眠吗？？？

14.4.2011
早上发生的事忘了~（得了健忘症，原谅我这位老人家吧~）
傍晚载朋友出去喝茶，之后顺便载妹妹（放工）回家。
我竟然瞒着妈妈出去（不孝子，不可学！）
因为我知道一旦我说了我妈就不让我出了（可能啦）
是安全的问题啦，毕竟我也是新手嘛~

15.4.2011
睡到下午，有时我在想我前世是猪吗？（无奈）
对电脑一整天。
晚上当然和朋友去夜市~疯了一整晚。（好久没那么疯了）
buddy 万岁！（幼稚举动 ==“）

16.4.2011
今天一早爬起身，为了去买戏票。
天不做美，竟然一大早下大雨~害得我整身湿完。
付出那么多，为了什么哦？？？我搞不懂为什么自己为了那几张戏票要那么屏。
之后，和college朋友约好去PC FAIR。
闷的成分多过兴奋的成分~
或许我对电子不感兴趣吧，能看不能买。嘿~
卖完了，就去看戏了。
戏名：SCREAM4
Erm....okok而已。

白费我的力气了。
晚上，心情不好（不想透露）。

17.4.2011
今天可以说是过的最充实的一天（在这个假期啦）
一整天忙着买这个买那个~（日常用品）
终于，买了SPEAKER!!HEHE!!

之后回家歇了一会儿，又载妹妹出去买他的宝物（上课用品）。
累~~~~

18.7.2011
闷！闷！闷！
今天竟然睡到12点，靠！
今天没什么特别~
只是在烦恼着明天要出还是不要呢？？
我只是怕自己会后悔选择去~
其实最怕的只是自己闷~
所以想.....想......想........还是决定不了。
闲~
嘿~
只是觉得今天不怎么快乐~~~~因为.....heizzz

p/s: 他毛病复发

无聊时折的~那把刀？？哈哈哈，不是拿来杀人的就可以了。

不错的一本书~~~^^

好了，该分享的也分享完了。我故事就在此结束先。呵呵。

14042011

2011-04-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

Finally I've finished my final exam.

BUT

No matter how hard I try, the result will be the same.
WHY?
OK, let me ask you a question, if one day you've found that you did't have any memory about what you have study whole day, what is your feeling during that moment? Depress/Angry?
When i found that I'm have suffer the same situation as above i mention, my mood went down immediately until reach the minimum level.
From that moment, I started thinking am i suitable to study? Should I go further on my study? And if there is no one willing to help me will i still survive in this world?

PERHAPS, I SHOULD TAKE IT SERIOUSLY

06042011

2011-04-06T10:08:00.000-07:00

wahahahaha, I'm back because i couldn't control myself....WTH!!!!
Actually just left one more paper to go, which can consider the most hard and important among the 3 papers.
GOSH! Did i mention the most important paper??? THAN why am i still at here????
OK talk about the paper that i have sit, ermm......not very easy, but i hope i can pass~~~hope so!
Tomorrow need to wake up before 8a.m, WTH!!! WHY???? (hahaha, actually i want to accompany my sis and her friend go college and apply stg) WOW! I'm sacrifice my precious time for accompany them~~~
okok! i need to stop writing and jump into my bed immediately, if not tomorrow i really can't wake up although i have set alarm. But before i end this post i would like to say that recently my sis kept think that i addicted to big bang's songs, erm....did i?(continuously asking myself the same question, but i can't get the answer?!?) The answer i can give in this moment is MAYBE. Perhaps i really addicted to their songs.....

OK! that all for the post today, tomorrow might need to start revising again. NO CHOICE. ~~THIS IS AN ORDER~~ ~~from MK~~ (YES! MADAM)
OMG! i need stop, totally crazy now! (later u guys will think that i'm mad)

stay away from here

2011-04-01T13:25:00.000-07:00

YEAH!

FINAL
FINAL
FINAL
EXAM!!!!

Must work hard!

SO????!???

I will STAY away from here for a period.....

CONCENTRATE in my study!!!

GTG.

BYE~~~VISIT BACK AFTER MY FINAL EXAM end.

p/s:친구,미안해

April Fool

2011-03-31T09:31:00.000-07:00

What a "........" date.
Annoying
Annoying
Annoying
Besides annoying i don't know what can i say for today already.

p/s: Somehow, really hate today~~~~

妈妈的心声

2011-03-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

您的心声让我的泪水不断地流。
您的心声让我明白我不应该给自己压力那么大。
您的心声让我清楚地知道您是多么的担心我。

昨天，一连串发生了很多事。
早上开开心心得走街。
傍晚却因您的心声，我哭了。
原来您要我陪姑姑出街是因为您想让我轻松一下（因为前天拿不到自己理想的成绩而在我妈面前哭了）。
当我听到我姑姑跟我说这句时，我真的呆了。
我是第一次听见了您的心声。
我在想原来我不能跟人比较，因为我的比较却换来了您的担心。
这些事情我都未想过，原来事实是那么的悲哀。
我开始觉得我每做一件事都没有为他人着想。
人是可以自私，但不能对自己的亲人自私。
晚上，却因为下午那碟cheese饭，让我呕到没有力气了。
第一次呕到那么严重。我发誓，除了妈妈煮的cheese不然我就不吃了。

今早，我姑姑临走前对我说了一句。
她说：“不要再让你妈伤心了，不是什么都要做比较的”。
就凭她那么的一句，我很清楚明白我妈是多么的担心我，她怕我因学业而寻死。
我终于明白了，我不能再让您为了我而心情忐忑不安
我答应，我不再对自己的要求那么高了，我也不再和人做比较了。
再也我不会给自己那么大的压力了。
因为我真的不想看到那样的您，虽然表面上没有说什么。
但我知道。

Tears

2011-03-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

For me, tears means what???
Honestly, I've felt that my tears will be easily run out when my mood was getting down.
Especially for those things happen in the sense that i could not accepted.

Isn't i'm lack of emotional?

Isn't i'm too weak?

哇哈哈哈

2011-03-12T02:35:00.000-08:00

我对自己无话可说了。

我看我真的是疯了吧。

~~（以上句子只有本人才看得懂，所以要是你不懂那就不要乱乱猜想咯）~~

在这几天逼着自己做了一些自己不喜欢的事，可是因这样自己也懂了很多的东西。

原来就算自己是怎样的不喜欢，也必须接触。

就算刚刚开始是看不懂，不过试问有谁刚出生就会走路的呢？

一天一天过去，累积起来就会开始明白了，所以就算很难明也必须明，因为这是基本常识。

所以不管有多难，我也会自己克服的。

虽然缺点比优点还要多，可是缺点是能改的。

我会努力的。

p/s: 其实不是你改变不到，而是我自己没有尝试去改。

你所说的每一句我可是有消化的。

所以不要自责。

你帮我了很多。

谢谢你。

接下来我必须靠自己了。

After 1 year

2011-03-11T08:52:00.000-08:00

Just give me 1 year.
1 year for you maybe its too long but for me still not enough, but i'll try my best to achieve it.
I have set a target, no matter how tough is it, i have promised myself after 1 year i will definitely change!
I will do it!
Don't doubt for my sentences above, I'm serious right now!

having our "Family's DINNER" in 21st century Cafe

2011-03-05T10:32:00.000-08:00

Have our dinner in 21st century cafe which located in Kajang.
This Cafe is very special and their view is totally different from other restaurants or Cafe that I've been.
The payment was made by my 2nd sister after she received her salary yesterday.
So, we can choose whatever we want to eat without comparing the price.
OF COURSE i have chosen the most expensive one~hehehe (evil laughing)
We ate until 10 somethings and the total amount that we've eaten was around RM200.
WOW! More expensive than last time i have treated them.
But never mind, at least the moment we've been was very happy!
No matter how expensive have spent, the most important is we've been a most memorable and happiest moment together with our's Family.

The night view

My most expensive dishes

Mum & Dad

2nd Sis, Mum, Dad & youngest sis

4 of us

Mum and Dad

My 3rd Sister

My Youngest Sister

Thats All for my sharing. ^^
Cheerio ~~~

OMG!!!

2011-02-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

I'm going to be crazy now, how come got so many handsome boys in a drama series.
Recently watched a drama which called "Dream High".
Its a very nice drama!
I like it very much!
Kim Soo Hyun so cute and Taecyeon so man!
If i saw them what's my response???
SHOUT?!?FAINT?!? or STAND THERE?!?

woo young!!!

Kim Soo Hyun so YENG!

Taecyeon so MAN!

Result has released

2011-02-24T04:49:00.000-08:00

ERM.....this Wednesday I received my semester 2 result.
At the moment I key in my ID no. and password my body was trembling and i can felt that my blood was totally cold.
When I have pressed enter the computer hang at there without came out any pages!
Its takes about few minutes only came out the college's webpage.
Well when i saw my result i was very satisfied with it because I've got 1A and 1A-, but my CGPA lower than my 1st semester.
After that i called my mum and told her, she was very happy with my result because i used to got B, C or D in my secondary life.
YES! I've proved it!
I promised myself before i wont let my parent down and won't let those people(who think that i can't study well in college)got opportunity to say that I'm not qualified for being a college student or i'm weak in study!
I used to hate you all but now i need to thank you all for giving me motivation to study.

Its time to say my result:

Macroeconomics A
Information Technology & Systems A-
Introduction to Organisation & Mgmt B+
Fundamentals of Accounting B
English For Communication B

一个星期又过去了~

2011-02-19T18:06:00.000-08:00

哇塞，很快咯~一个星期就这样去了。靠！我还剩六个星期。
上个星期里发生的事不多，很平静，而且很多都变了。
变了一个不是我要的环境，与其说不要不如说讨厌。
过着酱平淡的生活当然不是我要的，可是都变了，我还能有其它选择吗？
现在唯有等奇迹出现咯~
最讨厌刚开课，一开课，那些 assignment,coursework,presentation 一摞摞这样的涌过来，再加上这个semester只有7weeks。闲！喂,我可不是超人叻，我会喘不过气来的，不过我也没有其他的选择了。
嘿~没什么可以分享了。好吧，结束！

Last day for my holiday

2011-02-13T01:14:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day for me to rest at home.
My feeling is not normal as usual, last night i slept at 3a.m something, but this morning i can woke up at 9a.m.
I know maybe this situation was normal for you or someone else, but it wasn't normal for me.
Normally i slept at 1a.m and i couldn't woke up at 9a.m but at 11a.m.
So, today was totally special for me.
When i woke up my parents asked me whether i want to join them for having breakfast.
Well I've been long time did't go out with my parents for having breakfast, of course my answer was yes! Definitely.
Tonight i will be going back to my college's hostel.
OMG! i scare to face the hostel, those food, the cold water and their environment as well.
I hate there, but I've no choice because of study i have to forced myself to stay there.

Well well well, guess what, tomorrow is valentine's day.
Of course, tomorrow isn't special for me.
I've nothing to say just Wish all of you Happy Valentine's Day.
How come they did't create a single's day for those who are still single???

Journey For Today

2011-02-12T09:47:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY MORNING
1st station :
Me and My family went to my relatives restaurant and "lou shang".
Although this was not the first time i went there, but in my memory this was the first time.
My mum told me that last time when during CNY , we were still young we will definitely went there and visited them, but its seem like i have deleted those memory.
Anyway, now knew them still not consider as late yet what and now my brain storage has become larger can contain as many as it could.
So, i've no excuse to rejecte or delete those memory.^^
They treat us so kind, they have cooked some delicious dishes for us for free.
Honestly, their food really delicious.
No wonder so many customer and still need to book before that.

After we had a wonderful lunch at there we went back home and have a rest for awhile first.

2nd station:
Visited another relatives that stay in klang. Actually i went there just for angpau only and also want give mum and dad's face.
Although i'm not being force by them but I've no idea why i went there.
There have nothing to do just sat at there and watched TV.
Well, its been a long boring period to sat at there but luckily got movie let me to watched to spent my boring period while my parents were chatting with my relatives.
I've sat there without moving about 2 hours.
If not my parents needed to fetched my sister who work i think they wont went back home so fast.
Perhaps i need to sat more than 3 hours at there.
Actually is ok for me because i'm not a hyper active teenager and i'm a girl also.
Around 9:45p.m somethings we went back home and fetched my sister.

For me, this CNY seems like not perfect because i couldn't enjoyed it well!
AND these few days i felt my mood really down.
Maybe i shouldn't came back KL so fast and spend my holiday to stay in my hometown.
Perhaps i can found the happiness at there.
BUT time was passed, i can't change anymore, its a fact now.
The only way is i need to confront with those problem that I've suffered now.
Anyway i hope i can solve those problem as fast as possible.

Good Luck, Mei Kuan.^^

Fake!

2011-02-12T00:51:00.000-08:00

I had found that, in the truth world, if someone has promised you something sometimes they couldn't fulfill for it.
Human being is fake, isn't?
If you can't achieve it please don't promised that you will/won't do it.
If not you will hurt the person that care about you.

I hate Faker but sometimes i rather hate i'm being Fake to people

GOSH! Just left 3 days more

2011-02-10T01:36:00.000-08:00

OMG! Just left 3 days more my semester break is going to over and i will be going to start my 3rd semester on next week.

Erm, How could the time passed so fast without notice me???

I've just realized that I've done nothing in this holiday.(nothing means I've spent all my time playing every day)

I was wondering how have i spent this 4 weeks holiday???

Every day woke up was doing the same things,same routine. It is kinda of boring life, isn't it?

These few weeks i had a horrible nightmare, how could i dreamed the same person every day!!!

Can't you get out of my dream?!? I don't want to dream about you anymore! I'm exhausted now!

FINE! Don't talk about you anymore, you will make me become mad!

Recently I've found a new singer and his name so special. He call [BII]. Won't you think its special?

He can sang Chinese as well as Korea songs, because his father is Korean.

Err...seems like i'm promoting him. =.="

Well, his song quite nice also.

OK, stop saying him.

According to Chinese "Hokkien" People Culture in the 9th day of CNY they will going to pray "tian gong" (translate from chinese 拜天宫) tonight at 12o'clock.

But i'm not the hokkien people so i did't pray for it.

AND i've no idea about it also.

Hope all the Hokkien people have a great night later. ^.^

一瞬间，新年就过了5天

2011-02-07T08:07:00.000-08:00

为什么时间那么快的？？？为什么？
我就知道新年很快就过了，欢乐的时光永远是最快的。
好吧，就从年初一说起：

年初一：老早起身后就出门去拜拜了，之后本来打算好要去海边的，可是想了想又不去了。之后下半天就一直呆在家过了。就这样完毕了一个没有什么特别的年初一，或许对有些人来说是很闷可是对我而言习惯就好。^.^

年初二：今天大概5点左右起身了，为了就是回家乡！嘻嘻，我快乐的日子才从今天开始。回到伯伯家大概9点左右，之后就进我们最快的能力准备好及打理好一切。不过最快的速度也是有限的，在准备的当儿我竟然做了很多傻事，不过真的很开心咯。（傻事不是每个人都能做到的）就来说说我的傻事先，我竟然在那里大喊大叫，不过很万幸那里没人骂咯。哈哈哈哈。真的活得很自在，是个发泄的好地方。不错不错！还有，我不会骑摩托，所以我把脚踏车当摩托来骑（在当儿还用自己的歌喉发出摩托的声音）这只有小孩还会做吧，最糟糕的是竟然戴上头盔叫妹妹帮我录影。（wasai,我看我是疯了吧，这种事我也敢做得出，真的是很幼稚咯）嘿，算啦都说明了是发泄的好地方吗。不说我的丑事了，再说我看我得挖个洞把自己埋进去了咯。然后吃了午饭，打扫一切之后，我最开心的时刻终于到了，哈哈哈哈哈，我要回婆婆及公公家了，为什么！为什么！为什么！？哈哈哈哈，就是可以和表哥，表弟及表妹们聚会了。看到他们，自己不知道为何会开心起来。（白痴！）不过开心的是光很快就过去了。因为是时候要睡觉了。==” 我的年初二就这样完美的结束了。

年初三：又是被老妈吵醒的一天，一整晚都没好好的睡，晚上一直被老鼠吓醒！（当然不是我看到啦，它只是在那个天花板跳来跳去）算啦，新年就是要这样才好的。（什么被老鼠吓下才好啊，叶美君！你白痴吗？）之后，都被老妈吵醒了唯有跟他们一起出去吃早餐。第一次在婆婆那里那么早起身跟长辈们一起去吃早餐（原来我是那么孝顺的）。之后，回去时我竟然可以躺在沙发上睡着了。睡到１２点多才舍得起身。我妹妹他们比我更厉害，他们１０点多起身，吃了早餐又回房继续睡。跟猪比起来我们真的很懒咯。哈哈哈哈！到下午，吃了午餐，玩到４点多就回去我伯伯家了。我只能说，超级不舍得，我们何时又在聚会呢？回到去伯伯那里，提到的都是他们，在伯伯那里虽然有亲戚可是他们都不理我们，我问他们答（人生还有什么乐趣呢？）是！说是全部小过我们，可是又能怎样？不是这样咯。。为了这件事，还跟爸吵了一顿。嘿～无趣！

年初四：今天，又要早起身，为了是回家了。那么快，我就完毕我的新年行程。本来还想留多几天的，可是想他们那么闷，而且，我不想静，只想吵！所以不留了。

年初五：哈哈哈，今天更妹及她朋友一起出去看戏。看了“神奇侠侣”，不错！之后，跟他们我真的能变疯狂到极限，而且在他们身上我终于发觉到什么叫知己。真的很羡慕他们，原来我自己一个都没有。原来要在茫茫人海中找到一个知己是那么的难，真的很难！我输了，我输给了他们。在那一刻，我在想如果我能拥有一个那该多好啊，可惜我没有。就这样，完毕了我的年初五！（花钱的一天）

在这个新年，我懂了很多，有很多事都是注定的，谁也改不了，虽然说命运掌握在自己手里，可是有些是轮不到我们来掌控。所以，我们必须珍惜现在所拥有的。

yuhooo~~~webcam-ing with 3 little sisters

2011-02-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

I've been so long did't take photo with my 3 little sisters.
So, we decide before the 1st day of CNY, 4 of us use my dad's laptop webcam took some crazy pictures with our new dresses.
In that moment, we really enjoyed it!
I'm gald that i've 3 little sister celebrated CNY with me every year...wahahahahah.
Now is time to share what we have taken just now!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

wat a sopo look =="

wat was she doing???

our tongue

Most Cool!

2 for the rabbit year

ouchh......

hehehehe, that all!!
Thanks for the view~

♥♥除夕夜♥♥

2011-02-02T04:40:00.000-08:00

♥哈哈哈，终于到我万分期待的时刻了，我的团圆饭！

♥我家跟别家非常的不一样，我们只是一家六口一起吃而已（每年都一样）

♥虽然只是一家六口一起吃团圆饭，可是还是非常兴奋的！

♥每年我们都是以“STEAMBOAT”为我们团圆饭的主题，嘻嘻。

♥感觉当然是幸福的，虽然不是太热闹，不过也很有气氛的，习惯就好，呵呵。

♥今年我比去年会吃了，吃了很多（不会肥吧？应该不会的~安慰自己地想）

♥没关系啦，反正肥就肥咯（都没人要），哇哈哈！

♥嘿~今晚又下雨了，嘿~上天真得那么伤心吗？（您必须开心点噢~）

♥明天是年初一了，嘻嘻嘻嘻~去哪里玩叻？（还在想着）

剩下一天就到华人农历新年了

2011-01-31T21:02:00.000-08:00

叶美君！叶美君！叶美君！精神些叻！

好！本人已收拾好心情面对开心的后天了，过了今天，我不再是我，我不再会想那么多了，既然选这了这条路，我就必须走下去！对的！

我定了，谁都改变不了。

我会彻彻底底把你的给忘了。

今年不管怎样的不想都一定要以最乐观的心情去面对，这样才能开心嘛，虽然没有人家那么的兴奋，不过总比没有开心吧。

呵呵呵呵，最近乐观了很多啊，不错，美君，你进步了。

让我们暂时把怨恨放一边吧，开开心心地迎接新年！

也祝我最要好要好的朋友们，兔年快乐！

Raining whole day long

2011-01-30T04:53:00.000-08:00

OMG, the rain had been raining whole day long already.

From the moment i woke up the rain started fell down until now. (non-stop)

For the past few years, almost did't fell one drop of rain when near to this season.

But this year.....(it happen in a extraordinary situation)

I hate the rain falling in this season, its almost made me to become moody.

These few days i almost done nothing. (same routine everyday)

AND

My mum has scolded me everyday, everyday!!! (even my sister also scolded me)

I used to argued with them for the past few years, but now i just be a dumb person when they scolded me. (endure it!)

Perhaps i became mature already (wahahahaha! proud of myself)

last gathering with college friends before CNY 2011 at Midvalley

2011-01-28T19:14:00.000-08:00

out going with college friends at 26 January 2011

2011-01-26T08:25:00.000-08:00

wahahahaha, Finally we went out together.

I've been expecting for numbers of days.

Actually we've planned numbers of time, but failed! (because of some reason)

Today i bought nothing, just accompany them bought CNY's clothes, watching movie and eating lunch only.

All of us skip dinner. (keep fit)

This is the first time i went out from 12p.m until 10p.m only went back home.

Luckily did't scold by my mom and dad aaaa.....hahahahaha

p/s:These picture we took at sg.wang

25 January 2010

2011-01-25T00:37:00.000-08:00

Just now my mum took all my Form 4 & 5 reference book out for my neighbor, because my she need it.

so we just lend her.

I couldn't believed it!

WOW!

so many books i had bought last time.

=="

How much all these books cost?

Erm, and also i want to thank my friend had given me a b

irthday's gift for my last year birthday.

Although was late , but at least i have received it!

Appreciated it! ^^

She bought this sweets from Pavillion

Very delicious!!!! wahahahaha, Thanks!

还剩下10天

2011-01-23T07:18:00.000-08:00

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，你哈够没有呢？

死傻婆，又在发侨啊？（路甲人：变态！）

嘿~假期都快一个星期了，我做了什么啊？

做了什么？不就一天到晚对着那架电脑！不然就睡觉，再不然就跟朋友出街。

人生酱没乐趣的。（我是说我的人生）

无聊！

我开始觉得人生可以在很短的时间内发生很多很多的事情。（很多意想不到的事发生）

之前就觉得还好，好象每天都做同样的事。

可是最近不是了，喜怒哀乐，我可以在短短的一段时间尝试过。（而且还是不断地再重复）

离新年还剩下10天，这个新年一定要过得比上一个新年来得更好。

虽然不能是最好，不过我会全力以赴过得更好。

这10天里一定要好好地对待自己，好好的保养自己。

以备新年给人一个新印象。哈哈哈哈！

加油吧！你也是！

失败了~

2011-01-17T19:55:00.000-08:00

失败了，失败了，我真的败给自己了！

昨晚竟然哭了出来，嘿~~~

也好啦，忍了那么多天哭出来是比较舒服的。

之前想哭但哭不出。

我还是比以前弱了很多，很多。

不再像以前那么的坚强了，我真的是彻底的差。

嘿~~~又多一个缺点了。

我不想看到现在的自己，都19岁了，还是那么的小孩，叶美君！难道你就不能成熟一些吗？！？

我在想我本来就是那么的弱的吗？

或许在别人面前很坚强，不过当遇到挫折就很弱了。

连我妹也说没看过我哭到那么伤心的。

嘿~~~超不想用眼泪来博取别人的同情心。

以前曾经对自己发誓过不能为爱情而哭，我做到了。

可我做不到的是为了亲情和友情而哭！

我真的改不到，不管是以前，现在,还是以后，这两个对我而言都非常的重要，真的很重要。

没有了它们我的世界就会变成黑暗的，再也没有那道美丽的色彩了。

以前觉得我们5个会成为好朋友，可我伤了一个，

现在变4个，最近发生了一些事，剩下了3个。

到最后我们会不会变1个呢？

嘿~~~

我不想，真的很不想，为什么那个天就那么的讨厌我呢,时时刻刻我都要面对您的考验。为什么？

我要的就只是简单的友情，为何就不能让给我呢？

嘿~

The last day in 2010

2010-12-31T21:44:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day in 2010

So say BYE BYE to 2010

AND

Say Hi to 2011

Today i've done nothing!

read nothing(non!)

Also didn't countdown with my friends

(i'm a bad person, i refuse all their invitation!GOSH)

At last i wish all my precious friends and family a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!

AND AND AND

SORRY FOR THAT (to all the people who hurt by me)

sorry, please forgive me.

BECAUSE I'M REALLY A BAD PERSON!

THANKS GOD FOR GIVING ME A BLESSEDNESS LIFE in 2010

AND

Hope 2011 WILL BE a very nice YEAR for ME and YOU ^^

Celebrated My Grandpar's Birthday in 26 December 2010

2010-12-30T00:21:00.000-08:00

At first of cause want to wish my grandpa "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU"

My grandma and grandpa

ALL my precious cousin(Free Post)

Family(Serious Post)

All Our Parents

My sisters, cousin and cousin's girlfriend

ignore my face

Mom, Dad, aunt and uncle

我们这一班（DAC27）

2010-12-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

After today

2010-12-23T22:57:00.000-08:00

After today onwards, i'm going to change my own personality into another person.

I PROMISE!

I WILL DO THAT!

Because of something happen around me, I need to change myself immediately.

From tomorrow onwards, don't hope that i will laugh happily, do somethings childish, says nonsense and so on.

I will become more mature than before even though can't be the most.

NOT WILL,IS NEED.

Because of that i've no choice

No Title~

2010-12-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

Recently just busy about celebrate christmas huh!

BEFORE THAT i had promise myself to study,but i failed to do it!

OK! Back to title,(anonymous:no title wor, how come can back to title huh?)

21 December 2010

Actually we planed to held a christmas party(steamboat) in hostel, but just 4 people attended only.

SO, we give up this plan and changed to bought KFC and junk food to celebrated it~

Althought just 4 person but we still enjoyed for it~

This is the first time I celebrated for christmas.

This night we played until 5 something only slept~(shh.....luckily my mom didn't knew it, if she knew it i will die soon,muahahaha)

Everyday almost watch movie and play with my friends until 3~4a.m only slept.

A wonderful night^^

19/12/2010

2010-12-18T08:17:00.000-08:00

Time:12:45a.m

Now is 12:45a.m (midnight), but i'm still in a energetic mood. I did't felt sleepy at all, because this morning i slept until 11:30a.m and after that in the evening i slept again. GOSH! I think i should be a pig rather than human.

Today totally done nothing, NOTHING! Whole day was just sat in front the laptop and facebook-ing! I HATE MYSELF! What am i doing, still dreaming?!? My final is around the corner, but my mind still relaxing NOW! (I need to shout out loudly: I'm too useless)

My sister already finished her SPM, WOW! She was so relax these few days (i used to do last time "after SPM") I'm so admire her~~~

Yesterday, my mom told me somethings after that i repeat thinking again and again~

Finally i got an answer...I knew what should i do now for my future.

First, i need to let go something.

Second, i need to pay fully attention in my study.

Third, be more optimistic and more confident.

Sorry That I loved You

2010-12-18T01:24:00.000-08:00

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love、for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you

by:倪安东

第一次看见了。。。。。

2010-12-17T09:48:00.000-08:00

15/12/2010 凌晨 12：00左右

第一次看见了流星，

第一颗留心出现在我眼前,当时还以为自己眼花所以也不太相信。

过了大概30分钟，我又看见了一颗，可是还是安慰自己说“我真的眼花了”。

在过几分钟，我真得清清楚楚地看见了！是真的！是的！或许这是缘份吧~（没办法啦，谁叫我酱幸运叻）娃哈哈哈哈~

为什么本人会看见的，可疑吧~

不就是我那个“自私”的roomate在练她那“美妙”的歌声（如果我还笨笨地呆在里头那我一定会被她那“美妙”的歌声给迷魂了）

至于她为何要练歌本人就不知道啦，为什么我不问她呢？问得好！（我们之间有代沟，表面上和蔼可亲其实是笑里藏刀）

不过在我猜测下如果没错可能是要去那里展现它那美丽的歌喉吧（没办法，本人就是没她那么有“福气”咯~）

对！如果不是她，我可不会见到“您”了。

或许这是注定的~呵呵^^

我真的那么有福气的，哈哈哈哈！（对不起，就让我自恋一下）

我看见了，不过我没许愿，因为我怕是扫把星。

不过“您”好像真的带给我好运~谢谢~

下午 2：00

考FOA

我拿到16/20，而且是没有一题是CALCULATION。哈哈，真幸运啊~

我真的怕我会FAIL的，不过没有啦~刚刚好PASS！

不错不错~

90%是我努力咯，当然！就只有10%靠运气！（我应得的）

哈哈哈~死了，最近自己好像很自恋那样。（应该是吃错药了）

nothing in my mind

2010-12-04T20:24:00.000-08:00

nothing in my mind

nothing

its empty

亲爱的，还幸福吗？

2010-12-03T04:31:00.000-08:00

从哪一天起
醒来第一件事情就是偷偷的淡淡的想你想你的温暖
带着想你的眼睛也想到你残忍的决定
我不敢说我还在等你
怕说出口会被看轻
我不怕别人流言蜚语
我只怕花光勇气
亲爱的
还幸福吗
我想听
又害怕听到答案
悲伤的是那回不去的时光刻骨铭心的都淡忘
亲爱的别来无恙
你的肩膀那么近却那么远
到最后想说的话都未曾讲
想和你一起我爱你

by:金莎

18 years old birthday ^^

2010-11-26T21:23:00.000-08:00

FIRST,i want to say happy birthday to me!!!

Finally 18 but i felt so sad, because i'm getting older.=="

Nothing happen in my actual birthday...

Just as usual.

My birthday is going to end 3 hours more,

Actually i planed to celebrate my birthday with my 2 buddys,

BUT both of them were busy working,(haizzz~)

SO, now i'm thinking what should i do to end up my birthday with a very meaningful day within this 3 hours?

study?

watching TV show?

Sing happy birthday song to myself?

OR just sit at there and do nothing?

Be4 i end, i want to say thank you for my college's friends and my family for celebrated my birthday with me.

p/s: for my sis,thx for the one slice cheese cake..althought just one slice.THANK YOU and I appreciate that.

我说过~

2010-11-20T20:50:00.000-08:00

我说过这永远是自己专属的秘密

我说过这个秘密，不会有人知道也不可能被人发觉~

我说过现在不说，以后也不可能说~

我说过我要学会控制，以免再被伤害~

我说过不要再想了，因为我不可能得到答案的~

我说过我不够资格

我说过了很多很多

我也跟自己说了不允许自己说出口~

可惜我真的做不到

我无能

我无知

我真的很笨

曾经被伤之后，在一段时间里我是个没有感情的人（亲情当然有啦）~

我痛恨世上有爱情这两个字的存在，

在我的世界里爱情是虚伪的~

不过时间冲淡一切，虽然现在的我不痛恨，但那道伤痕永远都留着一道疤。

我妹说我傻，为什么要折磨自己（因为曾经，而要学会控制）

但我觉得我不是，不是傻，而是真的是失去了信任~

对爱情失去了信任

因为曾经而不敢再大胆的尝试了~

不是小胆，而是不想再被伤得伤痕累累，连呼吸都很困难的那种感觉~

那种感觉真的很难让我忘掉~

真的很难~

所以我对自己做过很多很多残忍的事（但没伤害到别人）

对不起自己~对不起~我真的伤得自己太深了。

我还是无能为力。

will our friendship end with nothing?

2010-11-12T02:34:00.000-08:00

We had been knowing each other about a numbers of years, before that we used to colse to each other.

Because everyday we met together in school.

But now,i realise our distance slowly become far and far, until i couldn't calculate how long is it...

ALL of us busy on our own work and neglect each other.

Will our friendship end with nothing?
Will us become stranger?
Will us become just a normal friendship?
I DON't know...but i hope our friendship won't end with nothing.

Althought until the end our friendship become normal,

But i will remember the most precious moment that we all have been together.

Hope that you will, won't you?

Happy birthday to the person I care

2010-11-10T00:14:00.000-08:00

Today was my sister birthday,

Firstly i want to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY and forgive me that i couldn't celebrate with you.

I knew u couldn't enjoyed ur birthday at all because of SPM...

5-11-2010 (Melaka One Day Trip again)

2010-11-05T07:48:00.001-07:00

Probabily today need to wake up at 6~7a.m something and prepare for my trip, but i slept until 9:45a.m.

This was the third time i went to Melaka,(MELAKA AGAIN!!!!).Isn't boring, actually not at all because i'm going there for FOOD only.

This time i'm not really enjoy it, because many things can't eat especially those things that cold.

Arghhh...just can watched those people enjoy it. Many things i wanted to try but i did't had the chance.

But the whole day still non-stop eating, eating and eating.

After dinner and just went back home. Around 9:30p.m reached.

THE END

nothing

2010-11-03T02:06:00.000-07:00

Eat nothinG

Drink nothinG

Play nothinG

Enjoy nothinG

Sleep nothinG

Think nothinG

Life is "nothinG"